I Invite you to find the answer for your purpose. Why are you on earth? Did I born by mistake? Dear reader, let’s find the answer. First. Let’s see what the bible says!

What is my identity? Can I choose my own identity? I heard about philosophy, but does it really works? In this chaotic world is too stressful to think. Don’t lose the hope in this chaos! Let’s begin:

Philosophy, (from Greek, by way of Latin, philosophia, “love of wisdom”) the rational, abstract, and methodical consideration of reality as a whole or of fundamental dimensions of human existence and experience. Based on this definition from Britannica portal, Philosophy is a collection of thoughts created by Socrates (Founder of Philosophy) that “promise” to discover myself and help me to resolve my work and personal life related issues.

As per the bible King James Version, philosophy is the inverse of faith. Philosophy requires methodical procedures to archive the goals. When you go for meditation, it’s nice from the exercise part of relaxing your muscles, but from the spiritual side you cannot “heal” yourself. Why? Easy. In the beginning of all things, God created the heavens and earth and also human race to be perfect. There was a separation called “Sin” that was introduced and separated people from God’s holiness physically, emotionally and spiritual.

Meditation won’t help you. You cannot trust in yourself to be your own God. That’s impossible. Glory is giving to an entity superior than your own being. Ephesians 1:21-23 says: “ far above all rule and authority, power and dominion, and every name that is invoked, not only in the present age but also in the one to come. And God placed all things under his feet and appointed him to be head over everything for the church, which is his body, the fullness of him who fills everything in every way.”

Purpose: You’re LOVED by him in every single way, but there are some restrictions to be considered fully child/girl of God. God doesn’t want to be depressed putting your faith in someone who wants to break your heart, or things that will pass away very soon, or any other bad habits like alcohol or drugs. The pain you feel in your heart deep inside of you, is not because of you… that’s because the need of Jesus in your life. You can run, hide, fly, buy a new car, have 10 girls or boy, and you will be the same miserable until you decide to stop and follow Jesus. Believe or not. Jesus is in heaven and will continue to be the king, for this century and forever. You born to be full of his love, hope, and peace. God doesn’t need your money but your heart. This means, he wants to be your REAL friend. Ephesians 2:8-9 says “For by grace are ye saved through faith; and that not of yourselves: it is the gift of God: Not of works, lest any man should boast. 10 For we are his workmanship, created in Christ Jesus unto good works, which God hath before ordained that we should walk in them” – Knowing God is only by faith (not meditation or philosophy).

What I can do with my future? I am too stress for planning or do X or Y.

Trust in the Lord with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding. In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths. Be not wise in thine own eyes: fear the Lord, and depart from evil.

Proverbs 3:5-7

Just relax. Breath. If you repent from your sins (repent means, open your heart and just talk to God, like “dear god, I don’t know anything about you, but if this post is real, I need you to come to me and help me, for long time I have been doing _____, ______, and _______. Please forgive me and help me to walk in the way you want me to walk” simple like that. This is not a magic spell, but it’s some lines you can modify in your own “you” – I promised you if you do it from your heart and you step away from your “sins” he will be GOOD enough to give you the love, peace, joy, and salvation your soul is desperately crying.

That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved. For with the heart man believeth unto righteousness; and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation. For the scripture saith, Whosoever believeth on him shall not be ashamed. For there is no difference between the Jew and the Greek: for the same Lord over all is rich unto all that call upon him. For whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved.

Romans 10:9-13